Monday, August 15, 2011

Yep, still breathing

Just realized it's been a while since I've posted, and I've got my own rules about these things, so I'm past due to type at you.

I am, as the title suggests, still breathing.  Health-wise everything is pretty good. Down to physical therapy once a week for the busted ankle, and no new aches, pains or illlnesses.

Otherwise, not so awesome.  I have a bad feeling about the guy thing that has been going on for the past month or so.  And I know to trust my bad feelings.  So, I wait for the other shoe to drop, or the blow off to occur, or whatever.  I had spent the first two weeks of this "thing" happily ensconced in "whatever land" where I would be ok either way.  The second two weeks I dared to hope for more/better, and it's looking like that didn't do me any good.
So, I'm working my way back to whatever land. It's not going well.
Damn me for being such a thinker.

Doesn't help that I'm on the wagon, and intend to stay firmly on said wagon until the end of September. I'm telling you, if anyone needs a drink right about now, it's ME.

I did survive/do ok at my first show actually Working at Old Town in my new jobby.  Admittedly I was terrified extremely nervous through most of the evening, but I got through it without having to ask too many questions, and I was able to complete my checklist for the show, so I count that as a win.  Two weeks before my next show, but I don't think I'll forget too much.

Work work is good. Things are steady busy, which provides some distraction from my ever-churning brain.

Chicago has the shittiest radio stations on the planet. Consider this today's public service announcement. 

8 comments:

zombie rotten mcdonald said...

"radio"?

ifthethunderdontgetya™³²®© said...

Focus on the good stuff, Von.
~

Big Bad Bald Bastard said...

Damn me for being such a thinker.

Being a thinker is better than being a doormat. Chin up, stiff upper lip, Von. Things will turn out for the best.

zombie rotten mcdonald said...

I used to know a blogger named Von....

Another Kiwi said...

Once a Von a time...

What BBBB says.

Von said...

Z - USED to?
I take offense....
kinda

Brando said...

Hate for XRT?

What is this wagon you speak of? Is it like a bus that takes you to a bar?

Jennifer said...

Once a Von a time...

:)

XRT is still my default station, even though they play way more oldie music than they should. It should be Retro Thursday, not New Releases Thursday. The ratio is wrong, but I still listen, and I still like most of the DJs.